Yes! I am writing again.
After log shock I have clinched my pen again and writing my
thoughts on the paper. It was like as if I was hit badly by a car and I was in
a shock. My soul is shattered and earth beneath my feet has been pulled away. I
feel like Sandra Bullock from Gravity. Lost in space and no way back home. What
put me in this situation? A change in my country’s law. Now suddenly I am
criminal. I cannot be myself. In last 3-4 years when it was legal, I had gotten
freedom. I was happy to express my identity. But the thing that I was happy
about most was for my nation India. I was feeling like I have come out to my
parents and my parents, and here I mean my nation has embraced and accepted me
the way I am.
But because of this
change in law I feel like suddenly my nation has stop loving me. In one minute
the relationship of acceptance is torn apart and me and my country have become
strangers. For many months I was angry, devastated and sad. Even now also m
feeling same but I now I have hoped for better future for all. I was always a
positive thinking guy. So now also I think that something good will happen. May
be some miracle or something; that will make everything good. Although sounds
like kid’s fairy tale, I won’t mind believing in it.
Because I am gonna
believe in love, freedom and happiness. And hence I have decided to start
writing again. I am gonna write again guys.
Stay tuned.
Love,
Indian Metro Gay!
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