मै पंछी हु आजाद आसमान का

This is the poem I have written. I am dedicating this poem to all those LGBT people who are fighting for their freedom and right!


मै पंछी हु आजाद आसमान का
मुझे इन बन्दिशोंके पिँजरोंमे मत बांधो
मै बना हूँ खुले आसमानमें अपने पर फ़ैलाने
इन पैरोंको मत काटो बंधू


शरद्की ठंडी हवाओंजैसे
काट रहे है मेरे पर भयके समीर
कभी भरा हुवा था मेरी खुशियोंका पुष्प पुंज
अब बस रह गया है पेड़ पतझड़ का


मत छीनो मेरी आजादी
नहीं घातक यह तुम्हारे प्रति
वर्षोंकी ग्रीष्मपीड़ाके बाद
अब जा के आई थी मेरी वर्ष पहली


मै पंछी हु आजाद आसमान का
मुझे इन बन्दिशोंके पिँजरोंमे मत बांधो भाई
जियो और जीने दो सबको
चलो लाये इस धरती पर खुशिया और शांति

I am writing again!

Yes! I am writing again.

 After log shock I have clinched my pen again and writing my thoughts on the paper. It was like as if I was hit badly by a car and I was in a shock. My soul is shattered and earth beneath my feet has been pulled away. I feel like Sandra Bullock from Gravity. Lost in space and no way back home. What put me in this situation? A change in my country’s law. Now suddenly I am criminal. I cannot be myself. In last 3-4 years when it was legal, I had gotten freedom. I was happy to express my identity. But the thing that I was happy about most was for my nation India. I was feeling like I have come out to my parents and my parents, and here I mean my nation has embraced and accepted me the way I am. 

  But because of this change in law I feel like suddenly my nation has stop loving me. In one minute the relationship of acceptance is torn apart and me and my country have become strangers. For many months I was angry, devastated and sad. Even now also m feeling same but I now I have hoped for better future for all. I was always a positive thinking guy. So now also I think that something good will happen. May be some miracle or something; that will make everything good. Although sounds like kid’s fairy tale, I won’t mind believing in it.

 Because I am gonna believe in love, freedom and happiness. And hence I have decided to start writing again. I am gonna write again guys.

Stay tuned.

Love,

Indian Metro Gay!